i actually cant i just always have this horrible feeling in my gut when it gets to nighttime i dont even know what causes it but i think maybe its because im fat and dont like my body idk but ive been making myself be sick to try and lose weight and its working but it makes me feel so disgusting and gross and i js feel like im gonna amount to nothing like i dont wanna work i dont wanna go to school i just want to sleep forever and my mum keeps asking me whats wrong with me but i dont know i used to be able to describe this feeling but i cant anymore i just feel so lost