I feel so angry about the things that I cant control and the things that dont go my way. If I could just have the fucken force to stranglehold the fucked fucken shit that goes on. I try so fucken hard but things still dont pan out. It makes me so fucken mad that I literally havent tried to fuck with ppl but I still get fucked with. I always wondered why ppl fucken hate ppl and they become recluse or they become serial killers or they become mass shooters and you know what I dont think its far fetched to see how much it takes for someone to be pushed off the edge.. of course.. its not THAT bad...but..I can see how FUCKED THIS SOCIETY IS AND HOW BAD IT CAN BE THAT IT CAN TURN INTO SOMETHING LIKE THAT FUCK.. I look back at all the fucken shitty ppl I let in my life and how much they fucked with my life..never have I ever tried fucken someone over but for some fucked reason I get fucked over.. there are ppl I wish death on..I picture myself dancing on some ppls graves..