I don't feel 16, I feel like a baby, like I haven't changed since 7th grade. I watch in envy as people my age go out partying and having large circle of friends while getting good grades, meanwhile, I'm here depressed and can barely do anything about myself. I want what they have, I want to party and start drinking, I want to have cool friend groups, I wish I didn't have to worry about picking partners in group projects. I'm trying to make it happen but it's hard trying to get there when you have like zero friends and not even getting invited to birthday parties. This is what I deserve for wasting my life and being a chud