I hate feeling this way. It's my fault anyways. Needing breaks and all, I'm so annoying. When my friends are all happy together, I'm happy for them. On another note, they do include me, mostly, but everytime I just feel as though I'm not fitting in. I don't have a strong enough connection with them. I hate missing and feeling excluded from my friends who are perfectly fine without me. I hate this feeling of longing. I hate this, I hate this, I hate this. I hate myself and what I have done that sent my friendship aback. I can't stand myself.
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