About complicated things and some questions I have in mind I talk a lot, I text a lot, I chat a lot, I think I'm fine but honestly there are moments where I start to question if I'm enough. I acknowledge it and sometimes let go. But now I feel like I can't take it all together anymore and think that everything's fine. Everything is not fine. I'm tired. I have nobody. That's fine. But I still want to share things. Thing is, I feel pointless in sharing it. I have a lot of troubles. Some deep. Some not. Today feels like hell. Shittier than any day. And all I know is that It'll even more shittier than before. I don't have a deal with life but I have one question. People are totally complicated and complex sure. But am I really that hard to cheer up? Do you really need to say 'I'll let you be' when you're the one I needed the most? The one I thought I could trust with our friendship? The one I thought I could trust with making me bare it? Yeah you're sorry about it, I get it. But why? WHY?