my little brother sucks. he acts like he's cool and in a gang and other dumb stuff and acts like we're making a big deal of things when he's in trouble. I just wanna punch him a bunch of times. but I don't. because I'm too kind. because I'm weak. fuck my life and fuck me too. I wanna cut myself but I always get scared. I should buy ravor blades so that it can cut me fast and easily.