I lost my innocence at 2 years old when I was at daycare. Then a girl I dated in middle school said she wanted to SA me but I was able to defend myself. Now my last relationship pressured me into bed with her then cheated on me with a man. Why does intimacy have to haunt me? My current ex was my best friend for years. Did she only do all of this to get with me…I even rejected her 3 times but then she kissed me and I was just so in the moment I said yes. This is all my Falt and I could have avoided everything that has happened to me. If I die maybe I will be saving myself from the shit that could happen in the future.
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