Also. Upon getting up my fam had to be a killjoy. About blah blah blah when you do such and such don't blah blah blah. Well you know what? How about when you get drunk don't call us pussies , punk motherfuckers, low life dogs, sobs, etc. Look at your own dang self in the mirror. Oh but you magically can't remember it so it didn't happen and the rest y'all don't wanna talk about it. Well f me and my feelings then huh. I'm leaving out details but how am I supposed to deal with someones abusive behavior still in my head? I don't even know anymore. Go to effing rehab. Instead of making our life hell every month. Even the dog is traumatized emotionally stays scared because of the rage yelling. I just don't get it why they put us through this.