I feel so bad for my current boyfriend. I'm going to break up with him soon but not over issues in the relationship whatsoever. I'm just really not in a good headspace and he knows this. Obviously I've told him and he's said I can speak to him about it but I don't wish to do so. What truly upsets me about this is that he won't know why I broke up with him but if I'm being honest it's so he won't be upset when I no longer reply to his calls or texts, No longer get his notifications, No longer wake up wanting to see a message from him just to remind me I'm alive for a reason, No longer waking up At all for that matter