They've been giving us so much work at school recently. And it's all bc we're the 1st class. like, EXCUSE YOU, I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW I ENDED UP HERE. my classmates are the best though, absolute gems, I just feel so compared, damn... they're all so smart, my friends are a so smart, I don't know what I'm doing there. And then there's smth called PBL, "project based learning' or some shi, SIX. we had SIX DAMN PROJECTS, IN THE SPAN OF 2 MONTHS. HOW IS THAT FAIR? WE ALSO GET A PILE OF HW, I'm not even good at managing my time properly, how am I supposed to be the LEADER of ALL OF THESE TOO? I don't wanna let my friends down either, they're like, the only good thing I've done rn, I don't wanna lose that, I've been thinking if that im unreliable, untrustworthy and yadayadayada, they won't want me anymore. I don't want that. I want them here, not forever I won't force them to, but I dont want to be so... incapable, AND NOW IM SITTING HERE TYPING THIS SHIT CUZ I HAVE NO ONE TO TALK TO ABT THIS