I didn't pass state university. I can feel the bitter taste every time I saw my financial situation. Still, my father reassures me that its fine as long I attend college and graduate with the program I love. I want to beat up myself for putting my family with this hardship. I always avoid thinking about suicidal thoughts because I want to live, I want to see my family's faces when I show them my diploma how every blood and sweat they sacrifices finally paid off. But its hard, mahirap maging mahirap! I wish I could only be stressing about my school not just money. I wish, I wouldn't feel bad kung hihingi ako ng pera.
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