Rant #1138

I struggle with my identity as a bisexual individual, feeling immense disappointment in myself, particularly due to my mother's negative reaction towards my orientation. This internal conflict often leads to overwhelming sadness, and I find myself in tears frequently. I have developed harmful coping mechanisms, such as self-starvation, which only deepens my sense of despair. The weight of these emotions is heavy, and I find myself wishing for an escape from this pain.