Sometimes I feel like going back to bad habits. I feel like this year I have lost so much for the sake of a few gained experiences. I feel like I have no one who prioritizes me in their life, and it’s just a continuation of failures in everything I do. I’m stressed and every time I try to let the stress go I feel like I’m not allowed. I don’t want to combust, but I feel like anything I do to ask for help is just a cry for attention. I am exhausted of being what I am expected to be; I am so tired. The desire to just not exist in what I currently am is so strong.
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