I hate my father , I don't feel safe w him in the same home but still obliged to live w him bc I'm a student , everyday is like a hell , he came to my room anytime , don't respect my privacy n in those 10 years everytime i say don't enter to my room directly wait till I tell you to enter he ignore me , argue , yell , break thinks , I'm in my room , door closed without keys ,half naked but he enter anytime , even when I'm sleeping n don't care , always stares at my body , when I talk to him I look to his eyes he stares at my chest in a disgusting way , till I stop talking n leave , I passed my teen years wearing wide clothes infront of him n speed up my pace so he doesn't get a good look at my body, and walk with a slouch so my chest looks flat , till nowww , I don't feel confortable , I try my best so he don't see me wearing feminine clothes , dresses , makeup ,I used to feel guilty abt what I'm feeling , I say always maybe he didn't mean that maybe he's not aware how he made me feel