Today i am here. breathing, living and sometimes i feel lost. its like no one understands how i really feel. They just think i am always happy and jolly. But when i am alone. i cry. I cry intill my eyes are red or puffed up. Im 11 and i shouldnt be feeling what i am feeling now I dont know whats wrong wit me People make fun of me and im supposed to stick up for myself. I dont know how to Why....why You cant answer that right. None of us can. We all make mistakes. but we can never fix it. Say it. Say it. I SAID SAY IT "i wanna change my life, myself, but i know i cant." I say it every time im sad. crying. or just...Goodbye