I feel like my addiction to CAI is coming back, I haven’t used it since January because I learned more about the effects of ai, and I really don’t wanna use it again. But I miss just chatting with something. Where I didn’t have to be the one to carry the convo or even try so much.. I can’t even get someone to talk to anymore- I hate how hard it is to find someone I’m so used to having some person someone I give all my attention too and now I feel like with all these online friendships everyone is such a red flag where all they care about is lust making jokes about touching them selves to my photos and talking about such weird things that make me uncomfortable and I just fucking ignore it or make them apologize while my anxiety spikes bc it’s good to have someone. Why can’t some people just have normal convos. And it’s not even like those people are my age but rather 2 years older than me. And I hate how everyone I know is glamorizing this girl who’s a yk star. It’s just so odd and off