I literally have an autistic younger brother and my parents are like immigrants and like they never really paid attention to me much or taught me important things when I was younger and once my brother was born and they found out he was autistic, its like I was never close with my family again. Like istg I'm like an outcast in the family and my parents are always criticizing me for stuff they didn't teach me and my brother would literally be the perfect child if he wasn't autistic and like my parents do make attempts to get close with me and I do let them in but I instantly regret it because they're always criticizing. And what's worse is like I'm like a "perfect" girl at school but I'd love to have a loving family who I'm actually close with. Plus, my parents cal me so lazy when I have allergies, dietary restrictions and I'm anemic and I'm just unenergetic all the time. I do have a lot to look forward to and can't wait to go to college and get out of here but I'm here until then.