Rant #11121

i feel like I'm behind with my colleagues. i'm always advanced but when i get there, o somehow still felt lost. also, in our thesis i really want to finish it or just have a progress but we can't. it's like i know what i'm doing but at the same time i'm not because. i always overthink and my hearts feels heavy. my colleagues are moving but i don't. i want to but I can't