First time working a 9-5 with proper pay for about 2 months and in the past week i've thought about commiting suicide twice, thrice if you count this morning on the roof. The building has a nice patio with a view but is pretty high up and probably an instant death. After calling my gf for reassurance I found out she wasn't in a great mood either and that I had made her upset by not spending enough time with her bc of how late I stay at the office. Got the urge to randomly vent in the middle of work. But back to excel sheets i guess.