I’m trying to be better for myself, create a new life for me and the people around me. Yet I constantly fail. I feel like I’m meant to fail. I pivot, I change my narrative, I do my diligence in researching yet I just Lose and lose fucking hard. I’m into day trading right now, If you’re familiar with prop firms I’ve bought over 10 of them since I’ve started; also I’ve been paper trading since the beginning as well. Every trade I take that’s apart of those funded always reverse. ALWAYS. I take the same confirmations on my paper account I’m all of sudden up 3k with no tp and $200 stop loss because I don’t care it’s paper account. It always fucking hits, like it’s playin in my face 😂 it never fails. This shit is putting me in a dark place I’m not suicidal but if there was button for this to be over I’d probably press it.