I've grown to hate my dad. I used to love him as a kid, but as I have grown older, I hate him more and more. He never communicates with me and always yells at me when I do something he doesn't like. His love is so conditional, that he would constantly bring up his side of things until I do as he says. And when I do as he says, quitting a program at school (cause he didn't like it) and quitting a sport I used to love (cause he thought my friends were unacceptable- he's gay), just to name a few. He claims I am a quitter, and will never be able to pursue anything with a 100% commitment. I've started to not talk to him, avoid his eye contact, and leave the room or completely lose my appetite when he decides to eat dinner. My older sister claims to hate him too, but I don't think she hates him as much as I do, cause she was never abused by him, as a child. And I hate when my other siblings cling to him and, i guess, pretend to like him, cause I don't think I'll ever forgive him.