I honestly don't know where to begin. Maybe where my dad has to be assigned somewhere far again inducing additional costs in the household expenses and having no one to take me to school. In theory I am okay with taking the public transport to go and leave school but unfortunately I don't have the best experiences, I can recount about a number of memories being harassed by creeps n it's giving me such a fear. My dad is worried my mom is trying to calm him down and I'm trying to offer them both peace. I read Deuteronomy saying God has alrdy arrived in the tomorrow we si worry about hence we need to put more faith in him knowing he'll never let us go thru anything on our own. I know God will always be by my side. And me ranting don't mean I don't rust his plans it's just that I don't rlly know where I shld pour these feelings without burdening those I love n the worries of being misunderstood and labelled thinking too much. Things happening altogether, I hope God sustains us all the way.

I like the casually rich people Totally savouring life's fine details No envy, I just feel bad of my luck

I'm completely exhausted by life. No matter how I try, I keep failing. There's always more to do, and no matter how hard I try to fix things, even when I seek external feedback and refine my methods, the results always fall short. I am not a good child to my parents. I am not good at helping my brothers either. My health is failing and I am constantly lonely. I wish I could talk to someone in my life about this.