I don’t like the people around me. They aren’t bad but they aren’t good. They can help but when I get too close they bite. The problem is that I have to push them away despite hating being alone at the same time. If I open up they act like my experiences were crimes. They aren’t bad so venting g about them becomes hard when their pro’s and con’s are so close. They do something bad for the fifth time in a row on purpose then take me out for ice cream and yell at me to be happy. If they don’t get their way they act like total idiots(people years older than me btw) and are always looking for reasons to be upset. It’s exhausting and I don’t know how much longer I can bare it.
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