My heart is burning from the love i'm not supposed to carry for my girl bestfriend who recently ended things. It's burning and i feel every flame of it. It's my fault. She was my everything,my happiness ,my hope, she made me realize that im bi (i'm a girl). I feel so guilty for liking a girl but my love for her outweighs the guilt i carry. What i feel for her is indescribable. No drug will replace the happiness she made me feel when i was with her. When will you notice my love for you? Why won't you look at me anymore?How could you think i've replaced you or that i chose someone else over you. I'm sorry i failed to bloom for you in the way you would've wanted. I really tried to save us but then you told me there's no us. But i know it wasn't casual when you told people you'd date me if i was a guy. Would things have been different then? You'll never know how much i love you Viktoria, you'll never know. I hate how you ended us so harshly while i tried to fight for us. What should i do