hey so yea call me yana the thing is I never dated anymore but im trying, I am chubby and im working on it but the thing is I still feel like i need to lose weight to feel loved, I met this guy in fb dating he was cool at first we went on a date and honestly, I never felt so happy before, my first holding hands and photobooth with a guy i felt genuinely loved, however after the date I felt him pulling away a bit, his chats are colder and he responds too late, when were in a call hes just gaming and idk he checks up on me from time to time but idk feels a bit off, im on a call on him rn as I wrote this, lowk hate myself bcs maybe im just overthinking anf stuff but yeah a part of me think that I feel this way because of how I look maybe he got turned off by it