My bestfriend thinks i dont want to be friends anymore and i cant stop thinking about it. Its the fact i went to far and never reached out, see i was friends with him for about 6 months but 8 because i pulled away from him the past 2 months out of fear. fear of what? i dont know. He sent me a long paragraph about how he thinks i dont want to be around him because my family ships us, hes states away from me. I went to far and texted a small message 10 hours later since he had NOT responded. He really pissed me off when he stated he was with his family from 12pm to 10pm, i get it but he could of shot me a quick text like "with family" or "cant talk right now". We argued and he pulled up the fact i was working (babysitting) and i didnt respond for 4 hours and then again when it was a holiday and i didnt respond for 8. I skimmed his last text but re-read it. Before this last text i told him to piss off now im mad at myself.