I dont know how people do it. Theres always something shitty happening to or around me and it feels like the world is just digging itself into a pit day by day. I live a good life. My family isnt poor nor rich and i have the privilege of eating out, going places, and having electronics and games for entertainment but theres always a feeling of something wrong. I dont know if its hormones or anxiety or a mental disorder or something but nothing ever seems to stand still. The bad seems to linger while the good just passes by no matter how much is around me. I feel like my world is caving in and i dont know how to stop it. I have everything i could want or need and yet i still cry myself to sleep at the slightest inconvenience and dread the future no matter how far away. I dont know if things will get better. I dont know how people can live like this if it wont. Im scared