I feel like im rotting all the time. Sometimes it's so bad that I can't even pull myself to work. And because of that I havent had a shift in two weeks. I just got an offer for a shift to day but less than five minutes after I accepted it, they told me they dont need the extra help, and told me not to come in. I'm crushed. Im so tired. I miss working. I miss not laying in bed for an entire week feeling sorry for myself. I need to get better but that requires doing literally anything and I just can't. Im tired. And im angry, and i shouldn't be, but i am. Im angry at myself.