I’ve always imagined my life so much better and I was waiting it off. For so many years built up pent up. And asked the universe to send me a sign. But when the sign comes I’m hesitant I put it off. I’m guessing I’m gonna give it one more sign. Life used to be so much easier. When I was in high school I never saw how good I had it. Then came the real world. I woke one day and was really disappointed in myself. Because this wasn’t the life I planned for myself. And it doesn’t help that everything always falls on me. Everyone counts on me I can’t fall back on anything. And I would blame my parents not verbally tell them. I’ll just keep it to myself because they already go through a lot. But I’ll try. I try to keep my stress levels at a low but it doesn’t help that having a parent who stress levels are a high and I’m always the level headed calm and collected one. Because everyone’s emotions are at all time high. So someone needs to be levelheaded. You