I wish I could disappear. Like nothing ever happened, like I didn't exist at all. Blend in to the very cosmos, to the particles that make up the universe. To be something beautiful instead. Maybe then I could feel the depths of the void, feel the heat of the stars, the weight of black slick enveloping all of it. The pressure, the calm, the silence. Stuck in a reverie, reminiscing memories that never were. Maybe there I can find myself, in the place that stretches forever, where you can find everything and nothing at all.
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