Sometimes I wish I could just become a villian and hit things and ppl n stuff but then there'll be consequences for my actions and stuff that I don't wanna deal with so I continue to behave like a good like boy hoping for my Cinderella awakening when I met a cute guy and get rewarded for my acts of kindness only to realize that shit only happens in fantasies. I hate straighties I hate that I'm always scared off them, I hate that I can't control the direction of my life, I hate that I' always unsure of myself because of them I wish I could just bully people into be nice -R
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