i literally feel like a loser writing this but i feel so useless and ugly like ugh bro im an upcoming high school junior with no job and yeah i do things but whenever i compare myself to my brother i get upset.. he's had a job since 9th grade, tutored so many kids, so many internships, full scholarship at a good school, and amazing sat/act score. I just hate being home all the time when my entire family is working and i contribute NOTHING.. i'm like a free rider 😭 I also hate how racist people are to Indians because I hate myself so much like just saying im Indian is embarassing I hate it
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