honestly this is for that one girl. I hate that i feel under appreciated around u and that i feel like i don't value as much as our other friends. I wish u just made enough effort to talk to me instead of just being quiet around me. I hate every bit of awkward silence between us. I hate that i feel ignored when i try to include myself with our friends. I hate that you probably wouldn’t care if i was sitting alone if that meant u were sitting with any of our friends. I hate that u made promposal papers for our friends but not me. I hate how you don't give me the same energy as you give to others. Sometimes i don't even feel like we’re friends and to be honest if this is how im going to feel around you from then on i hope i never have to see you again after college. However i hope everything goes well for you after i leave