last genuine friend just left the country, everybody around me makes me feel underappreciated. Ive been talking alot less over the years ever since i moved here and idk why, maybe i feel stupid everytime i make an attempt to interact with my “friends” and i start to miss my friends back in malaysia. I never thought it would take this much effort to fit in and shit, i just feel like a sore thumb with everyone in this country. Does this much effort i put mean i care or does it mean this isn't my group of people. Anyway hope i move back next year lol