What's something about school pressure that's messing with your head but nobody takes seriously? I’ll change school to work for this. I work at a Sheriffs office as a civilian staff member. I wanted to get into the field to work as a deputy within tens local jail but the physical requirements are demanding and I’m not in the best shape for it. Last year I was almost in when I “failed” my psych evaluation and they said I could reapply in a year. I lied on the test to get out of it before I could go any farther. I chickened out but I’ve been telling people that I failed, I’m scared of washing out of the academy and with what I’d be dealing with inside the jail, I’ve never been in a fight and I read stories of what happened to other deputies trying to keep the peace or breaking up fights, or worse, just doing their job’s and the inmates retaliating. Now that my year is coming up, people are asking me when I’ll apply again and idk what to do or tell them.