i hate that our society requires talking from everyone. i want to never make another sound, never speak another word. if i could just be silent forever- without having to write, sign, talk, etc- i might actually feel okay. i don’t want to talk ever again. i have nothing worthwhile to say and even thinking of talking is exhausting. aside from auto generated responses to my family and my professors, i am practically mute anyways. i wish i could just stay that way