A yap. Unlike some people I remember peoples birthdays that used to be close to me somewhat. The little things the details I remember for relative's and those close to me or were. Do they do that towards me though? Not so much. I don't like a background character in people's lives. I matter too you know. Thats ok though. At least it proves what I'm thought of by them that I don't need them in my life. Just those that actually remember me. I told one of my family how I felt and it got brushed off. Whatever then. Why do you think I'm so numb because of peoples callousness to me and famiys abuse. I still have a heart unlike seemingly some of my relatives towards me. One didn't care if I was laying half dead in the gutter but would cry to us about stuff they'd make up for attention and pity yet thought they could talk to and treat me worse than a dog. And unfortunately they actually own a dog and have a shock collar on it and talk to it hateful. I pity the dog. Whatever.