It’s been years now since my dad stopped financially supporting the family, I am the youngest and all my school fees and expenses for managing food and buying clothes at home are payed by my older siblings and my mom takes care of the chores in the house. While my dad is out in another city annoying his friends who clearly don’t gaf about him and are only entertaining his image of them. I hate the way when he finally comes back and acts like the king of the house when he’s not even contributing a single cent. And I don’t know when I started feeling like a burden on my siblings and mom because of how much they have to spend on me, I know they love me but I still feel like they would have a more stable life if I wasn’t here, I know they would be sad but being is sad better than seeing them counting the house’s expenses with my school fees and more they would have to spend in the future. I am stupid and not amazing in any way at all.