I wish I knew how to make friends. Ever since I graduated and moved towns to stay with my dad again, I just am on my own. I have autism. I can’t make eye contact very well, I always say stupid shit, I come off as weird and lame- it’s like I’m a social noob in a world full of social pros haha. Maybe I was just meant to be a hikikomori, rot in my room 24/7 until one day I just blow my shit smooth off…but I dunno. That would just make a mess and I don’t think my dad would handle it well. I just have to figure something out, find some sort of way out of this rut.
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