Poverty is a curse and I'm scared I can't do anything to change my future. Growing up I thought I was living comfortably, but now that I'm older, looking around my room and our small house, I realized just how struggling we actually are. I envy my friends who get to live in nice houses or get to attend private schools, partying and spending money on new apple products, not worrying about how much stuff costs or not worrying about getting into a good collage because they already have some private school planned after graduation. I feel miserable, always crying because I'm scared I'll turn out a failure and not get a good job. I'm not good at anything and it hurts so much more.