everyone excludes me. Im nothing special, im told to shut up constantly. Even if its a joke, it hurts so fucking bad. My own boyfriend doesnt even treat me romantically. just out of lust. Is that all im good for? i try my best, its never enough. I Cant get out of bed, i have health problems mentally and physically, and im bullied. Ive been sa'ed before and i cant hold it back. I HATE ALL OF THIS PLEASE I WANT IT TO STOP.