I’m on the a spec (aromantic/asexual spectrum) and I HATE that unconsciously force myself to get crushes and it’s always at the worst time possible.. (I’m also not a fan of the feeling of getting a crush) But at the same time I get a bit jealous of people that have partners, like why can’t I get a genuine crush on anyone? It was to the point I tried experimenting to see if I liked the same gender It’s always either limerence, obsession or some stupid feeling that isn’t love I want to feel it so bad but I don’t want to at the same time I always feel like I’m missing something when people talk about their crushes and stuff
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