Things I wish I said I really feel like everyone here isn’t actually lying with the sly comments and quips cus no one ever actually says anything reassuring I’m Always ignored when I try and say anything and you all wonder why I don’t talk. I’m always in a ‘bad mood’ but you never pay attention to WHY I’m in a bad mood. Maybe because I will have a deep conversation with you ; about the stepmom that always hated me, and I express my problems at school: and you act like I never said anything at all or that nothing you said happened. I’m always there when everyone else needs to talk but no one’s actually there when I wanna talk. No one was there ever, I just got told growing up that it’s ‘childish’ to express emotion: taht it was too ‘tiring’ for everyone else around me: and that to suppress emotion and bottle them up was more ‘effective’ for everyone else, that I was a ‘drama queen’ or ‘emotional’ and ‘grumpy’. But I’m realistically just wondering how long I can take it before I move in