꒰⑅꒱˖♡ I feel like I don't have anyone who actually likes being around me except my little sister. Mom is always hangs out with her friends when she's off work, brother would rather hangout with his friends, older sister has a job and doesn't want to hangout. (Because of gas prices, can't blame her for that.) Dad is a deadbeat. Cousins get irritated whenever I try to make conversation. My only friend gets really annoyed with me lately. And yeah, I can be annoying, but when I'm not even trying to be, I somehow piss off my loved ones. I want new friends, but teenagers my age are far too cool for me to approach... I'm a loser, an ugly loser at that. A fat, disgusting, loser whose family can't even stand to be around. I'm glad I'm away for two weeks. Maybe I won't bother them so much.