They hate that I'm like this yet it's their fault that I am. My family only ever criticized everything I did, never talked about or to me nicely, and ignored me for most of my childhood and now they're upset that I do the same to them? I just want someone who doesn't get mad at me for disliking something, and actually listens to what I say, is that too much to ask for? Sure, disliking things can go too far, but why must I do everything someone else asks when they never do things for me? I've never been loved unconditionally, so of course I won't love someone else like that. I know I can be rude, judgemental, and even hypocritical, but I just want someone to try to understand me instead of getting mad for once. I don't want to hold everyone at arms length.