I am so fucking insecure about my belly. I will admit I think im fat. My belly is big and im only almost 14. Im near 140LB and my friends are the biggest body shamers you can ever find. When I first joined they would make jokes about my body yeah but I slowly became friends with them and their fat comments died down but once in a blue moon they will mention it. I would just laugh along and yeah. They always talk about people being fat and ugly and I just feel like a fat bitch who annoys them and I only give them entertainment. I always feel pathetic when they mention anything about fat or bodies, even my teachers. I wish I can lose weight. I starve myself but nothing works. I still have a fat belly and chubby hips. the worst part is I KNOW if I get rid of of my torso fat I will have the most snatched body ever but I just cant do it. My sister is so skinny and im so jealous. i just dont want to be insecure and a pig. I just want to cry but I have no where to cry.