i am in senior year and i can't do my own hair. my mom didn't even attempt to teach me until i asked, and each time i did ask she gave up in about ten minutes. my hair is quite long, it almost touches my knees. it is very hot today and i can't even put my hair into a proper looking ponytail. there are no tutorials online from people that have hair of a similar length because obviously everyone already learned how to deal with it when their hair was short. my hair is my pride and joy, i love how long and pretty it is. but after trying and failing to do the simplest style today, i can't help but feel so unbelievably pathetic. how could i have ever been happy with a compliment to my hair when i wasn't even the one to style it myself then. i'm really frustrated. i wonder if i will have to cut it. i really don't want to but i don't know how else i could get this basic life skill. all the girls i know do their hair so prettily. i wish i never grew it out. i'm so jealous. stupid fucking hair.