I want to stop all pretence at seeming deeper than I am. I identify strongly with the uneducated working class, who were raised in an age and culture where we're pocketed away. It may feel as though my experience is moving through those confines, but it's not. I am pocketed away. I was deprived of basic love, from my parents and peers. I wasn't fed enough, I was brought up for enough exercise. I didn't play enough, the other kids laughed or walked away. I have nothing to show for my life, and being told to just work harder does nothing either- but it infuriates me. I'm infuriated that some people, who have been loved, who have had basic nourishment before, still belittle me. It's whenever I complain. Whenever I complain, someone puts on this act of "waaaaaha waaaaaah crybaby, oh my fee fees" and I was so insecure, at one point, that all I did was condemn others for expression I felt that I wasn't allowed to have. I don't want to just endlessly dwell in my emotions, I wanted basic love.