Im 14 and would give anything to live in a different time. I know a lot of people my age wish they lived in the 80s or something because it seems like a better life (not judging at all btw I get it), but I’m just so scared of what the world will be when I’m an adult. I want nothing more than to live like my parents lived, less internet to accidentally lose yourself into, then I could do musical theatre in the 2010s, when it was more popular. I also just have a lot going on in my mind right now, I think I’m trans, I hate my body, I love acting so much and dream to be known everyday but there’s no chance I will be, all my friends are busy, Im spending the summer I was looking forward to so much just being upset, daydreaming like I always do, or being on a screen. I feel awful.