the world's fucked up. some people are dealing with their bullshit life, including me, and I genuinely don't know what to do anymore because this is just shit. I don’t know men, what did I ever do to deserve all this mess? I'm just a teen, A TEEN. why is the world being so harsh towards me? I hate dealing with my very complicated parents like AURGHHHH, why can't they be a parent like other parents? they always hit me with the "just be grateful because you have stuff other kids don't have and do good in your studies" card. like I don't fucking need those worldy things; what I need is you emotionally effort and presence. I hate my life, it's full of bullshits. I just want to die without feeling guilty at first.